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How old are you? What makes you feel old? Is age just a number? What makes you feel younger? what makes people think you are younger? I feel older much older, when I lose hope  when everything begins to be stable and boring when there are no challenges  when I don't learn anything new when I don't meet new people when I don't go to new places when I am not willing to take the leap  or leave a job that I don't like when I don't have the aim to have different future  Yeah all that makes me feel much older actually it sometimes makes me feel like I have died  But what about people's opinions  how someone guesses the age of another person do they feel what they feel  or they just guess by how that person looks Many people tell me always you look much younger once they know my real age I used not to like that much, but now when someone guesses my real age sometimes I feel like insulted how why...

That's the name of this blog it's an Arabic idiom that we say it when we want to speak about some stuff that can't be mixed together or a messy situation. I used that sentence as a name of my blog to tell that will not have one specific subject  it will just be the random subjects that keep my mind busy or to try to explain the mess of my mind I have worked in many places, met many people and traveled to some places (which some people think it's crazy and unresponsible) but I am still wondering around, learning, getting shocked, disappointed and keep believing in the need to learn, wonder and explore. But I need to write about my experiences because that will help me and I hope it will not be just a waste of your time. If you have any questions or suggestions, please go ahead and leave a comment.

وأنا فالهند دوقت انواع اكل مختلفة عن اللي بناكلها في المطعم الهندي ممكن تلاقي نفس الانواع دي في المطاعم الهندية الفاخرة  بس مش في المطاعم الشعبية و خلينا نتفق بردوا ان الهند واسعة و فيها اكتر من منطقة و عادات مختلفة  وعادات اكل مختلفة طبعاً مثلاً في الشمال علي حسب ما سمعت النباتيين اكتر من المديتة اللي كنت فيها المدينة اللي كنت فيها كان اسمها حيدراباد ودي فيها مسلمين كتير عشان كده كان في اكل مش نباتي اكتر من الشمال وحتي كمان كان ممكن تلاقي لحم بقري اللي هو كان محظور دبحه لفترة طويلة لان البقر زي ما معروف لمعظم الناس مقدس في الهند او في الديانة الهندوسية بشكل خاص هحكي عن شوية اكلات جربتها مثلاً البرياني دي اكله مشهورة ممكن تلاقيها في اي مطعم هندي  بس هناك كان ليها مطاعم مخصصة للبرياني منها سلسلة مطاعم برادايس للبرياني فقط الوجبة دي عبارة عن رز و توابل و خضراوات او فراخ او لحمة اللي هي فالغالب لحمة معييز بتبقي شوية زي الكبسة بس طبعاً حراقة اكتر بكتير عشان يبردوا الشطة اللي فيها ساعات بيحطولها بيكون جنبها كده زبادي مخفف بالتوابل  كأنه م...

Dhoondhe Har Ek Saans Mein We search for them in every breath Dubkiyon Ke Baagh Mein In the garden of dives Har Bhanwar Ke Paas Kinare… Near every storm, there are shores Beh Rahe Jo Saath Mein The ones who are flowing with us Jo Humare Khaas The The ones who were our close ones Kar Gaye Apni Baat Kinare… Those shores also mention about us Gar Maajhi Saare Saath Mein Gair Ho Bhi Jaaye Even if all the boatmen become strangers to us (Even if all the boatmen refuse to give us a ride) Toh Khud Hi Toh Patwaar Ban Then we will become paddles (rudder/oar) ourselves Paar Hoge Hum And cross the sea (to reach shores) Jo Choti Si Har Ek Nehar Even if a small canal (channel/waterway) Sagar Ban Bhi Jaaye Becomes a sea Koi Tinka Leke Haath Mein We’ll take a twig in our hands Dhoond Lenge Hum And we will find Kinare… (x3) Shores Khud Hi Toh Hain Hum We ourselves are Kinare… Shores Kaise Honge Kam How will they deplete (become less) Kinare … Shores Hai Jahaan...